一千次晚安
我可以搭他们的车 走几公里吗 Can you ask them if! can go in the car for a few kilometers?
我想做这个报导 可以问一下吗 I wanna tell the story, can you ask them?
我要下车 I wanna get out!
让我下车 Let me out!
证件 ID!
有炸弹 A bomb!
炸弹 Bomb!
快跑 Get away!
嘿 Hey!
蕾贝卡 Rebecca?
听我说… Listen, listen.
你来了 是的 You are here. Yeah.
我在哪 Where am I?
杜拜 他们用飞机带你来杜拜 Dubai. They flew you to Dubai.
孩子们呢 The kids?
孩子们都在家 The kids are home.
蕾贝卡 孩子们 Rebecca. The kids.
喔… Oh.
我来吧 Let me do it.
谢谢 Thanks.
我很高兴你来了 I'm glad you came.
谢谢你 Thank you.
怎么了 What is it?
告诉我 Tell me.
我说不出口 I can't.
算了 It's nothing.
妈咪 妈咪 丽莎 Mummy, Mummy! Lisa, hey!
见到你真好 来吧 Good to see you. Come.
还很痛吗 不痛不痛 别担心 Doesn't it hurt? No, don't worry.
嘿 Hey!
见到你们真好 It's good to see you.
嘿 Hey!
有人会非常兴奋喔 Somebody is very excited.
来吧喔 哇 Come on! Oh... Wow!
欢迎妈咪回家 Welcome home Mummy!
好漂亮喔 Oh, it's beautiful.
我们摘了好多花要送给妈妈 人家还以为你死了呢 We got so many flowers Mum. People thought you died.
拜托喔 丽莎 怎样啦 就像爷爷死的时候啊 Oh my god, Lisa. What? It was like when grandpa died.
你有带礼物吗 礼物 Did you bring presents? Presents?
你每次都会带啊 有带啊 就在这儿 But you always bring presents. I've got them. Got them right here.
谢谢 Thank you.
来 来发礼物 Well, here we go.
一个给丽莎 一个给史黛 This one is for Lisa, and one for Steph.
还有... And...
这可以挂在窗外 会带来好听声音 Oh, it can hang outside the window and make nice sounds.
我想养猫咪 猫咪 I wanted a kitten...! A kitten?
对啊 猫咪温暖可爱 抱起来温暖又很香 Yes, kittens are so nice and warm and kind of smelly.
你不就很可爱 又很温暖也很香吗 And you're nice, and warm and kind of smelly.
上菜了 你来盛吗 好啊 谢谢 There you go, you want to serve that? Yes, sounds good.
好 盘子递给我 Alright, give me your plates.
史黛你的 谢谢 Steph? Thank you.
久别重逢的感觉如何 So what was it like too see each other again?
松了一口气 It was a great relief.
一切都还好吗 还好 女儿们都很乖 How are things here? All good. The girls have been amazing.
你们说对不对 除了你以外 Haven't you guys? Except you.
我在网路上有看到妈妈的照片 I saw Mum's picture on the internet.
史黛一看到就哭了 我哪有哭 Steph was crying. I wasn't crying!
你知道你们妈妈生来就很强悍 You know your Mum is made of very though stuff.
什么困难她都能克服 And she always makes it through.
这是我的拿手菜 超好吃的 That's one. It's one of my best work. It's delicious love.
谢谢你 Thank you.
谢谢 我明天还有阅读课 Thank you. I got this lecture tomorrow.
我得准备一下 I need to prepare.
马可斯 Marcus?
你有别人吗 Is there someone else?
没有 No!
等等 Wait.
刚经历爆炸 我需要时间复原 I need time. I was in an explosion.
这才是重点 不是吗 That's the thing, isn't it?
你在外头都在搞什么 What the hell were you doing out there?
你跑去那里干什么 什么 Why were you in that place? What?
你说过就是爱我的热情与冲劲 You said you loved me because I had passion, I had fire.
所以才想跟我一起生活的 That's why you wanted to live with me.
你知道苦等电话的心情吗 Do you have any idea what it's like to wait for that call?
自从遇见你 我时时都在等那通电话 I have been waiting for that call ever since I met you, I've just been...
我得随时做好准备 I've been preparing.
反反覆覆 一次又一次 Over and over and over...
我得替自己先打好预防针 And just getting ready.
随时 等着半夜被叫醒 You know, get up in the middle of the night.
然后立刻搭上飞机 Get on a plane.
飞去到一个被上帝遗弃的地方 Go to some god forsaken place.
要把你给找出来 要去辨认尸体 And then I find you, and I identify your body.
最后再把你带回家 And I take you home.
好跟孩子们宣布噩耗… Tell the kids.
我看着丽莎心碎成一地 我还得 I watch Lisa crumble to pieces and I...
想办法不让史黛关闭心房 try not to let Steph disappear inside herself.
我无法再回到那种日子 我承受不住 I'm not going back to that life again. I can't.
我没法再跟你一起生活了 I can't live with you anymore.
你就待到身体复原后再 You will stay until you're well and then...
我也不知道 I don't know.
"最后主要的领导人 聚集一堂... At last the host of key Ieaders came together to put their names...
期盼能为刚果民主共和国的 残酷战争 ... to the latest plan to bring peace and stability in the war ravished...
带来和平与稳定的曙光 ... Democratic Republic of Congo.
而这无疑也是此活动的 主要目的…" It was certainly a grand setting for the signing.
嘿 我带了午餐来 Hey, I brought some lunch.
嗨 你气色看来好糟啊 Hey. Oh, you look like shit.
我气色糟 谁叫我被炸弹给炸飞了 换作你也一样 I look like shit? I was blown up by a bomb. There you have it.
当然了 你在战场趴趴走 糟也是很正常的 我不觉得 Well, you hang around in war zones. You seem to need it.
这世界最该看到是 正在发生的苦难… The world needs to see the suffering, the pain, what's going on...
适可而止吧 你能冒着激烈危险出生入死 所以才会这么伟大 You do it for the excitement and the danger. And that's why you're great.
你看人家都称你是 爱尔兰英雄 "都柏林来的 蕾贝卡汤马斯" Look, we've already claimed you as Irish. "Rebecca Thomas from Dublin. "
人们很在乎的 你该感激啦 People care, Becca, you should appreciate that.
拜托别再听这些道听涂说了 Cut the bullshit please.
我对这样报导还求之不得呢 I would kill for that publicity!
所以你来是要干嘛 What were you doing there, anyway?
你还要回去吗 Are you going back?
我能帮你做点什么吗 我没事 Can I get you something? I'm fine.
最好是没事 差几步就被炸死 不就是鬼门关前走一趟吗 Sure, you're fine. Just a punctured lung close to death. No biggie.
能再见你真好 It's good to see you.
说真的 有看到什么光柱之类的吗 或是满天的天使 Seriously though, any long, bright corridors? Angels?
只有迷宫 还挺壮阔的 A labyrinth, a beauty.
幸好你走出来了 But you came back.
史黛还好吧 How is Steph?
我不知道 I don't know.
我该去学校接她了 不用急着今天吧 不急的 I should pick her up from school. Oh, not today. You don't need to.
贝卡 她也需要点时间… She needs some time, Becca, just...
她今天好像有社团活动 你也不必当个万能老妈啊 She has after school club today. You do not have to be super mum today.
四点我还赶得上 该出门了 I can be there in time for four, so I should be going.
她… 不参加社团已经很久了 She doesn't... She doesn't have that club anymore.
她有个排练 正在做一个非洲研究计划 She has a rehearsal. It's for an African project.
很好 OK.
抱歉 Dammit. Sorry.
你还好吗 我没事 我只是想来接你 Are you sure you're 0k? I'm grand, I just wanted to pick you up.
但我今天骑自行车上学 But, I rode my bike to school.
抱歉 That's alright...
你怎么了 What's wrong?
没事啊 Nothing.
拜托 告诉我怎么了 Come on, tell me what's wrong.
我希望它是值得的 I hope it was worth it.
那张照片 The picture.
我希望它是值得的 I hope it was worth it.
回家见 See you at home.
(妈总挂心着你… 别忘了做功课)
(妈会准时回家帮你过生日…)
(给 史黛)
(街道上的战火人生)
(妈给我这照片后 写了一封信… )
(说照片中男孩 和小他三岁的弟弟…)
(妈没法回来帮我过生日)
(她寄来卡片说很想念我…)
"晚安 欢迎收看深夜秀 Good evening, and welcome to The Late Late Show.
首先来看口蹄疫 再来关心冷锋… " First we have the swine flu and then the coldest wind...
我不会再回去了 I'm not going back.
我不会再回战区了 I'm not going back to war zones.
我才不相信 I don't believe you.
不然你还要我怎样 What else do you want me to do?
蕾贝卡 Rebecca.
做心理治疗 家庭咨询 还有呢 Therapy, family counseling, what else?
你要求的我都肯做了 I'll do whatever you want.
说句话啊 Just say something.
每次你回到家 你… You come home, you...
睡饱觉 休息足 衣服全洗好 洗掉那战争气味… You sleep, you rest, you wash your clothes, you get rid of the smell...
然后你开心 我们也跟着你开心 and then you're happy. We're happy.
但我知道你随时做好准备 准备待命再回去 But all the time you're preparing, you're getting ready to go back.
你始终在等待下一次出击 You're just waiting for that next shot.
没有 我人在这 No. I'm here now.
是这样 就是这样 Just like that? Just like that.
嗨 妈咪 Hey Mummy!
系好安全带 Put on your seatbelt.
嗨 嗨 贝卡 你现在可红了 Hey. Hey Becca, you are big news here.
来聊聊这件轰动大事吧 我的天啊 Talk about a big story, oh my god.
你有任何照片 可以提供给我吗 Now, do you have any pictures for me?
贝卡 Becca...?
我不干了 I'm quitting.
我不想再做冲突性的报导了 I'm not doing conflict anymore.
你只需要放个假 你太累了 Youjust need some time off, you're just tired.
我们能多做什么 帮助你走出来 Is there anything, anything in the world that we can do to help you out?
你是这里前五名的顶尖摄影师 You are one of the top five photographers out there.
怎能说不干就不干 You can't just quit.
我有两个孩子 I have two kids.
还有老公 And a husband.
好了 洁西 再见了 Alright Jess. Bye.
喔 抱歉 Oh, sorry.
妈咪 Mummy?
哈罗 Hello.
刚刚是你打来吧 是的 谢谢你来 It was you who called, right? Yes, thank you very much for coming.
这是什么 一个惊喜啊 What is it? It's a surprise.
我的天 可以养两只吗 不行 Oh my god! There are two? No.
好可爱喔 对啊 They are so cute. Yes.
你挑剩的那只 我会送给另一个女孩 The one you don't want is going to another lucky girl.
你想要哪一只 我都要 我要叫它们一只“快乐” 一只“幸福” Which one do you want? Both. I'll call them Happy and Lucky.
不行 只能选一只 不公平 我都想要 No, you have to choose. That's not fair, I want them both.
最讨厌了啦 来看哪只先找你 That's silly. See who comes to you first.
你看 就这只了 Look, here is the one.
谢谢 但我两只都想要啊 Thank you. But! Wanted them both.
走吧 Come on.
这怎么了 吃早餐啊 妈妈在家 Whats all this? Breakfast. Mum is home.
便当盒去哪了 爸爸都没做过水果冰沙 给我们喝 What happened to the lunch boxes? Dad never makes us smoothies.
靠 东西都放哪去了 Shit, where is everything?
哇 妈妈说脏话 闭嘴啦丽莎 Oh, mummy said a bad word. Shut up Lisa!
你才闭嘴 你们别闹了 You shut up! Both of you stop.
史黛 气色又变差了 要早点睡 Steph, you're tired again. You have to go to bed early.
那你睡沙发 好睡吗 爸 Are you not tired when you sleep on the sofa Daddy?
同学跟我说如果爸爸睡沙发 家中肯定有状况 Eleanor O'Riley says when daddy sleeps on the sofa, its never a good sign.
好了 走吧 书包拿着 该走了 Come on, let's go. Get your bags, we got to go.
嗨 汤姆 嗨 蕾贝卡 Ha, Tom. Hey, Rebecca.
你好吗 很好 How are you doing? Good.
不确定你在不在 有个东西想给你看 I wasn't sure if you'd be here. I got something I want to show you.
你不在时 史黛画的 留在我们家 Steph did these when you were away, she left them at our house.
我特地拿来给你看 I wanted you to see them.
这是她 她真的很有才华 That's her. She has a really special talent.
真的 她很独特 Really, really special.
是爸爸 Daddy.
谢谢 Thank you.
蕾贝卡汤玛斯吗 Rebecca Thomas?
能请你签收 Can I just get your signature there?
签个字就好 Just a quick signature.
我来签吧 Just there.
谢谢 Thanks.
(收件者 洁西卡 纽约) (标题 喀布尔炸弹客)
你还好吗 How are you?
我们在学校要做个 非洲专题报告 We're doing this project about Africa, at school.
班上有人找到一张 很可怕的照片 And someone in my class found this really awful picture.
竟然是你拍的 A picture you've taken.
哪一张 Which one?
她叫玛丽 It's Mary.
她被一支叫 圣主抵抗军的叛军绑架 She was kidnapped by a group of rebel soldiers called the IRA.
他们割去她双唇及耳朵 来恐吓她周遭的人 They cut her lips and ears to frighten her people.
他们还强暴妇女 滥杀无辜… They raped women, and killed civilians...
强迫孩子加入叛军… 甚至当性奴 and forced children to be either soldiers or... sex slaves.
他们是几岁被逼做这些事 How old are they, when they're forced to do that?
我见到最小的是… 九岁 The youngest I have seen was... nine.
当我在刚果时 人们对女星走光的感兴趣程度 I was in Congo, and the world was more interested in Paris Hilton...
远高于对世界大事的关心 ...with no knickers on, than what was happening in the world.
就让我相当…愤怒 It just made me... furious.
这张是在刚果拍的 对的 Was that taken in Congo? Yes.
是我在往金矿路上拍到的 On the road of Futaki in the middle of the gold mines.
这个男人… And this man...
是被民兵处决的 He was executed by the land militia.
他在被杀之前 还曾遭受残忍虐待 He was horrifically tortured before being killed.
我不懂 他们为何要这样做 I don't get it. Why are they doing this?
都是为了钱 跨国企业 采矿公司 For money, multinational co-operations and the mining companies...
跟非洲政府都有巨额的暗中交易 have incredible deals with many of the governments in Africa.
他们蹂躏这些国家的自然资源与健康 They are raping those nations of their natural resources and wealth.
却没有半毛钱进这国家的口袋去改善基础建设 And none of that money gets passed back into the country to enhanced the infrastructure.
而大多数医院被烧毁 医疗资源遭民兵窃取 You know a lot of hospitals have been burnt down. Medical supplies, stolen by the military.
更由于当地缺乏医疗 And the lack of access to medication...
已造成了五百万人的死亡 从…1998年就开始了 Five million people died. Since when?... 1998.
这是自二次大战以来 任何战争都无法超越的伤亡人数 It's the highest number of dead people in any war since the Second World War.
我报告可以用这些照片吗 Can I use these pictures for my project?
你的报告 当然可以啊 For your project? Yes, of course.
我可以打给 拥有非洲资讯的朋友 I can call someone who has lots of documentation for your African project.
你要吗 要的话 可以跟你同学分享 You want that? You can share it with your class as well, if you want?
对 就一些关于非洲舞蹈跟仪式的书 Yeah, some African books about dance and rituals.
(发起阿富汗地区活动)
快跑 Run away
快逃离开那里 Get away! Move!
快跑 Run away
嘿 Hey!
贝卡 Becca?
蕾贝卡 你怎么来了 Rebecca, what are you doing here?
史提 真不敢相信 嗨 你好吗 嗨 Stig? I can't believe it. Hey. How are you?
真高兴见到你 Good to see you!
你怎么会在这里 最近去哪工作 What are you doing here? Where are you working these days?
我回家了 很好 I'm back home. OK.
我不报导冲突事件了 挺好的 I'm not covering conflicts anymore. Well, that's great.
真的挺好的 我在帮挪威认养的肯亚难民营服务 I'm starting as Program Coordinator for the Norwegian Refugee Council in Kenya.
他们需要有人帮 卡库玛难民营发声 They need someone who can cover their response at the Kakuma refugee complex.
你应该找到人了吧 那可不是战区喔 I'm sure, you'll find someone. This is a non conflict area.
所以很安全了 史黛 我女儿 So that's safe? Steph, my daughter.
我叫史提 嗨 很高兴认识你 Hey. Nice to meet you.
所以那地方安全吗 Is this place safe?
肯亚是有点问题 但卡库玛完全没事的 In Kenya there are some problems, but Kakuma is completely OK.
谢谢你想到我 总会在对的时候见到你 Thanks for the offer... I'll see you when I see you.
希望你来 决定好打给我 Well, the offer stands, so call me when you decide.
很好啊 你们开心吗 That's great, you guys had fun?
开心 Yes.
有人想要妈妈去肯亚 去难民营当摄影师 A guy wanted Mum to go to Kenya. Photographing refugee camps.
他问我想不想做 我说不想 He asked if I wanted to go, and I said no.
我想要去中国… 是肯亚 Imagine going to Kina... It's Kenya.
明明是说中国 没人要去中国 That's what I said. No one is going to Kina.
那人说那里很安全 或许我们可以一起去 The guy said it was safe, we could go together.
母女同行 不 绝对不行 Like a Mum-and-daughter thing. No, it's out of the question.
但是那对我的报告会有所帮助 何况又很安全 But that would be just perfect for my project. And it's safe.
会超乎你想像的辛苦 那可不是度假 It's a lot rougher than you imagine, and it's not a holiday.
我懂 但想想那会让我在学校 多受瞩目… But, think about the amount of attention it would get in school...
史黛 我们需要的是家人团聚 全家在一起 We need family time now, just all of us together.
干嘛什么都得由你做决定 Why do you have to decide everything?
我才没决定什么… 明明就有 I don't decide evelything... Yes, you do.
你就是不想让我们去 史黛… 你妈才刚经历爆炸案 You don't want us to go, do you? Your mum has just been in an explosion.
但我有说很安全啊 安全 But I just told you that it's safe. Safe?
你干嘛不让我跟妈一起做些什么 Why don't you want me and Mum to do something together?
我当然希望你们一起做点什么 Of course I want you to do something together.
以前你妈出任务时 你不是就很怕她死吗 You used to be scared to death when your mother was on assignment.
闭嘴 我不再是那样了 Shut up, I'm not like that anymore.
明明就还是 No, I see that.
嘿 你要去哪 Hey, where are you going?
我要带丽莎全班去海边教学 I'm taking Lisa's class down to the beach.
喜欢螃蟹吗 喜欢 Anyone likes crabs? Yes!
想吃新鲜的生螃蟹吗 想 You Want to eat some live, raw crabs? Yes!
天啊 你们很野兽派 好 这只是哈维 You animals, oh my god. Alright, here we have Harvey.
跟哈维问好 嗨 Say hello to Harvey. Hi!
这只是华勒 And this is Walther.
华勒比较肥 还有其他不同之处 怎么了 Walther is bigger, but there are something else that is quite different.
这只死了 没错 还有呢 That one is dead. That's true. Is there anything else?
爪子那只比较多 没错 The claws! That one has more! That's true.
这只是变种 This is what is known as a mutation.
你的工作是什么 我爸是海洋生物学家 What's your job? My Dad is a marine biologist.
没错 有人知道海洋生物学家做什么吗 That's right, anyone knows what a marine biologist?
你 Yeah.
他们喜欢看鱼 They look at fish.
看鱼 We look at fish.
跟螃蟹这类东西 没错 Like crabs and stuff. That's true.
我从前跟同事在爱尔兰海… One of the things that I study out here in The Irish Sea,..
其中有项研究是关于铬99 Is that I and my colleagues search for Technetium 99.
是一种放射性元素 A radioactive material.
是英国铯拉非核电厂的废料 It's waste from the Sellafield plant, which is a nuclear plant in England.
我们要寻找钚 有人听过钚吗 We look for traces of plutonium, anyone heard of plutonium before?
我 Me!
我不知道 你不知道没关系 I don't know. You don't know. That's alright.
钚是人工制造的 永恒不灭放射性物质 Plutonium is a man made radioactive metal which stays the same forever and ever.
会让我们永远摆脱不了 虽然造成变种的原因不明… So we can't get rid of it. We don't know what causes these mutations but...
可以吃的吗 Can I eat it?
你想吃 你不会想吃的 If you can eat it? No, you don't want to eat this.
这很无聊吗 是啊 Are you bored now? Yes!
好吧 那有人要玩 抓螃蟹比赛吗 Alright kids, anyone ready for a crab race?
好吧 过来这边 Alright, come over here.
大家拍拍手 Everybody clap.
谢谢 你们好棒 Oh, thank you. That's nice.
他老是痛骂保罗迟到 He's always tearing strips off Paul for getting in late.
管教是还好 但是… 老师不该影响到学生 Discipline is OK, but God... Teachers shouldn't bother their pupils.
她因太过绝望而遭全班开除 记得吗 Sixth class got that women fired for being so hopeless, do you remember that?
太荒谬了 It's ridiculous.
这是为人师表的责任 All teachers do is talk, about responsibility,
怎么叫八岁孩子扛这种责任 How can an eight year old be that responsible?
老师教小孩 不是天经地义吗 Isn't that what teachers are supposed to do? Teach the kids?
还是得看情况 Well, that depends.
也要看你说的是哪部分 It depends on what level you are talking.
你怎么了 What's wrong?
我该闭嘴了 我这方面不在行 I should shut up, I'm not good at this.
哪方面 人生 当个正常人 What? Life. Being normal.
怎么了 你跟朋友吃早餐聊了什么吗 What's that? The coffee mornings with your friends? All the chit chat?
我不知道你怎能办到 可能是我疯了 I don't know how you do it. Maybe I'm crazy.
那是天生的 只是你没发现 Well, that has already been established You just don't know it.
什么啊 什么啦 What? "What? "
贝卡 真的很难跟你启齿… Becca, there is no easy way to say this...
但我们不能发表你的照片 什么 But we are not going to publish your photos. what?
开什么玩笑 你这什么意思 You are kidding! What do you mean?
五角大厦很不爽 我们报导年轻海军... The Pentagon is furious about the recent publication...
被间谍摄影师 土制炸弹杀害的新闻 ... of that young marine dying in an IED-strike by an embedded photographer.
这篇报导的间接影响很大 Indirectly it does, hugely.
我们虽然没有潜规则 但还是有人警告了编辑… The editor has been told, that though we are not beholden to any embedded rule...
五角大厦觉得你的照片 美化了自杀炸弹客 ... the Pentagon considers your photos to be glamorizing suicide bombers.
靠…别闹了 Oh f... I can't believe.
我们敢刊登 他们就会封锁我们 If we publish, this will mean that they will close down...
包括华盛顿内部的新闻来源 ... all our future embedded access as well as doors in Washington.
喔这太伪善了 这简直是威胁恐吓 This is totally hypocritical, it's worse, it's blackmail.
贝卡 这并非我的决定 但我有被告知… Becca, trust me, this is not my decision but they have told me...
最后决定如此 不可抗辩 ... that this is the decision, and it is not negotiable.
所以 就没人看得到 那些照片了 So, those pictures are not going to be seen?
洁西 你得说服他们 你以前不就会这样做 Jess, you got to convince them, go to the editor, you have done it before.
我总是拍我所见 这你难道不懂吗 I take pictures of what I see, don't you understand?
发表这些照片 告诉我你会 Publish those pictures! Tell me you will!
我会再跟你联络 很抱歉 I'm gonna have to get back to you, I'm sorry.
反正我不干了 我说过了 Anyway, I'm done. As I said, I'm done.
喀布尔到底发生了什么事 What exactly happened in Kabul?
我真的很不解 蕾贝卡 你怎么会想让自己身处险境 I don't understand Rebecca, why would you put yourself in harm's way?
我没有想 也不愿这样 I wasn't thinking, it doesn't work like that.
那是一种直觉吧 It's just, instinct.
总会不停 不停要求自己 You push, push, push.
我甚至没感到害怕 I wasn't even scared.
最糟的事是… The worst thing is...
当我从车外拍了两张照片后 I took two more shots from outside the car.
不知道为什么 I don't know why.
当警察看到我 当他们跟司机吵架时… The police saw me, and while they were arguing with the driver...
我记不得了 我只见到人群 然后就 I can't remember... I just saw people and poof.
她就引爆了炸弹 我就记得这些 这都是我的错 She detonated the bomb. That's how I remember. It's all my fault.
你觉得她是因为你 才引爆炸弹 You think because of you, she sat the bomb off?
对 而且因为在 尖峰时刻的闹区… Yes, at that particular place, at that particular time...
所以才造成这么大伤亡 就是这样 that those particular people died, yes.
我不想长篇大论 又来了 只想简短说几句 I'd like to say a few words. I'm not going to make a speech.
现在 都快一年了 Now, look... It's been quite a year.
钚的整体管理有大幅的进展 The progress on the whole plutonium management, is a breakthrough.
我很以你们为荣 包括你约翰 我也以你为傲 And I'm really proud of you. Even you John. I'm proud of you, too.
谢谢老板 Thank you boss!
他们在最后这几周 将会面临很大的挑战 These last few weeks, they have been challenging, to say the least.
你们真的很棒 谢谢 You've been brilliant, thank you.
干杯 Cheers!
我刚有Google一下你 I'm just googling you.
我之前都一无所知… I had no idea...
你竟有如此视野 看这个 You have such an eye. Look at this.
目睹这般可怕的事 你… 相信我 Seeing such terrible things, do you. . . Trust me.
谈我的工作 会很倒胃口 何况都结束了 Talking about my job ruins the meal. I'm done with it.
你意思是你不干了 你是很优秀的摄影师啊 You don't mean your quitting? You are a brilliant photographer.
马可斯有给你压力吗 Has Marcus been putting pressure on you?
有时在家里更难熬 Sometimes it's harder to stay at home.
我意思是持家的人最辛苦 The one who stays at home has the hardest job.
我觉得你应该继续 总比拍鱼的照片好 I think you should carry on. Better than your pictures of fishes anyway.
水中又不能放脚架 会浮起来呀… Can't use a tripod underwater. It will just float to the surface...
你要干嘛 What are you doing?
你来啊 Come on!
来啊 Come on.
我在想或许你该带史黛去肯亚 I think you and Steph should go to Kenya.
这是很好的机会 她超想去 而你也想 It's a great opportunity, she wants so badly to go, you want it.
她很需要母亲陪伴 And she needs her mother.
马可斯… Marcus...
我们去游泳吧 Let's go for a swim.
我说说而已 你真疯了吗 I didn't mean it, are you crazy?
我开玩笑的啦 I'm kidding.
来吧 Come on!
你要照顾好"幸福"喔 我跟爸爸没什么好玩的… You must look after Lucky. I don't have anything else to do...
也要照顾爸爸 我还以为你不会去呢 ...and Daddy. I thought you weren't going away again.
就去几天而已 Just for a few days.
等回来 我们全家去旅行 When I come back, we can go on a trip together.
我想去澳洲 那里有鸭嘴兽 I want to go to Australia. They've got platypuses.
还是去动物园就好了 Or to the zoo?
好 好 都行啊 You take care now. I will.
这台给你 喜欢吗 You can have this one, if you like?
真的吗 Really?
谢谢 Thanks.
肯亚正面临着最大的人道危机 One of the largest humanitarian crises is happening right here in Kenya.
超过有一百万人无家可归 There are over one million displaced people.
当地很多孩子都是孤儿 Many of the children are orphans.
晚安 Night.
你是怎么开始战地摄影的 Why did you start taking pictures of war?
因为愤世嫉俗 Anger.
我年轻时就很愤世嫉俗 I was really pissed off when I was younger.
而摄影是拯救我的唯一出口 Photography was my salvation.
让我得以用它抒发情感 I could express my feelings.
让我能平静以待 It calmed me down.
你现在还是吗 Are you still angry?
还是啊 但我学会与它共处 将它融入工作 Oh yes, but I have learnt to live with it, work with it.
怎么说 What do you mean?
当你面对世间这一切… When you are in front of all this...
恐怖人祸 horror...
永无止尽的苦难 the suffering.
我希望人们 在喝咖啡看报纸时 I want people to choke on their coffee when they open their paper...
可以看见 感受 并且有所行动 and see and feel and react.
这就是我所企盼的 That's what I want.
知道吗 史黛 是你给了我希望 You know, Steph? You give me hope.
晚安 Good night.
当你想拍什么 就按下快门 If you want to film, just click here.
看镜头时尽量不要动 And then you try to stay still while you watch.
就是这样 Exactly.
蕾贝卡 我们得赶快离开这 Rebecca, we have to leave soon.
怎么了 外面围绕一些人 可能有事要发生 They've seen some people outside the camp, which might make some trouble.
这里不是还算安全吗 I thought this place was safe?
不同种族之间难免还是会紧张 我们10到15分钟后离开好吗 It's been some tension between different clans. We leave in 10-15 minutes. OK?
史黛 Steph
蕾贝卡 我们该走了 史黛过来 快快 Rebecca, we have to go, now. Steph come, now, now.
拜托 马上来 Right away, please.
来 Come.
蕾贝卡 快走 蕾贝卡 Rebecca, now! Rebecca!
上车 Get in!
先带史黛走 我要留在这 妈 拜托一起走 相信我 Take Steph back, I'm staying here. No, Mum, get in, please!
我不会有事的 你先跟史提回去 It will be fine. You go back with Stig.
你先回到安全的地方 我们在那里见 相信我 没事的 没事的 没事的 You'll be in a safe place and I'll see you there. Trust me, it's OK, it's OK.
妈 Mum;
听着你听好 我得负责你的安全 请你现在上车跟我们走 Listen to me! I'm responsible for your safety, get back in the car with us now.
我的安全会自己负责 我很清楚自己在做什么 你带我女儿先离开 拜托了 I take responsibility for my own safety. You take my daughter out of here. Please!
拜托 蕾贝卡 别拦我 Rebecca, please! Let me go!
这里非常不安全 保护人民的人都到哪去了 The camp is not protected. Where is the protection for these people?
我们在这已经尽力了 We are doing everything we can.
你们怎能纵容非法暴力 人民需要被保护 How can you allow this to happen? They need protection.
我去年跟联合国提过 我会再重提一次 I've been saying so to UN for the last year, and! Will do so again tonight.
但我们还是充满无力感 我会马上把照片寄到纽约 But we are no use dead Rebecca. I will send these pictures to New York.
拜托 你别再这么做 Promise me to never do that again!
我得传送这些照片 I need to send these pictures!
史黛 Steph?
很抱歉让你受怕了 我没害怕 I'm so sorry that you got scared. I wasn't scared.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我只是累了 I'm just tired.
他们正紧急加派保护部队 They're sending in more security.
还是你的照片有力量 There is power in your pictures.
回去后 请别跟你爸提到 Don't say anything to Dad.
昨天的任何事 About yesterday.
好的 OK.
但我得跟你聊聊 But we will talk about it.
我们应该… We have to...
什么都别跟他说就是了 Just don't tell him anything.
拜托 Please.
你有带礼物吗 当然有 Did you bring me a present? Of course I did.
妈咪 "幸福"不见了 很快会找回来的 Mummy, Lucky is gone. Oh, we'll find him.
喔不 连我的也烤焦了 Oh no! Mine is burning as well.
真糟糕 It's bad.
拜托喔 Oh, come on.
你的烤焦了 天啊 好可怕 You burnt yours, oh my god, that's just so bad.
走开 Go away.
拜托 你可以放松一下 放轻松 没问题的 没问题的 Come on, you can have some fun, it's OK to have some fun, it's OK.
猫咪 过来 猫咪… Here kitty, kitty, come on kitty, kitty. Come here.
等我找到 "幸福" 绝不会再放它走了 When I find her I'll never let her out again.
有时你得试着 放它出去走 You have to dare to let her out again.
它这么小 自己活不了的 我才不要 But she is so little, she wouldn't make it out there by herself. I wouldn't.
你不知道猫有九条命吗 Cats have nine lives, did you know that?
或许真是这样 Maybe that way.
总感觉史黛怪怪的 There is something wrong with Steph.
怎么怪 What?
我不知道 I don't know.
可以聊一下非洲之行吗 Can we talk about what happened in Africa?
不要 No.
我想应该跟你爸说了 I think it's time for me to talk to your father.
不要 No.
你拍的照片如何 我可以看吗 How are you getting on with your pictures? Can I look?
拍的很好啊 That's nice.
"蕾贝卡 我们得走了" Rebecca, we have to go now.
"现在马上 史黛 走了" Right away, now. Steph come, now, now.
"我们该走了" We're going, now.
"蕾贝卡 快走" Rebecca, now!
"蕾贝卡快上车" Rebecca! Get in the car!
还好吗 Everything OK?
史黛 Steph?
史黛 你回来 史黛 Come back. Steph.
"蕾贝卡 快上车" Rebecca, now! Get in the car!
上车 Get in!
先带史黛走 我要留在这 妈 拜托 Take Steph back. I'm staying here. No, Mum.
"你先跟史提回去" "我们在安全地方碰面" You go back with Stig, you'll be in a safe place. I'll meet you there. OK?
妈 Mum!
"相信我 没事的 没事的" Trust me, it's OK, it's OK, it's OK.
这是怎么回事 事情不是你想的那样 What the hell is this? It isn't really what it looks like.
听着 史黛从没有 Listen, Steph was never...
一切都很顺利 史黛也很安全 It went all perfectly right, and Steph was in safe hands.
史黛后来有跟我聊过 Steph and I have already talked this through.
史黛 史黛 Steph? Steph?
史黛 马可斯 Steph? Marcus.
史黛 Steph?
她完全没事啊 史提一直跟着她 而我也没有任何危险 She was absolutely fine. Stig was with her, and I was never in any real danger.
我道过歉了 我可以再道一次歉 I said I'm sorry, I can say it again: Sorry.
我不会再让这类事情发生了 Of course I wouldn't want that to happen again.
马可斯… Marcus.
你在干嘛 What are you doing?
马可斯 Marcus?
我要这些东西滚出我家 还有你 也是 I want this shit out of my house. And I want you out of my house.
你闻过了吗 这是死亡的味道 You smell this? It's death.
你闻起来就有死亡的味道 You smell like death, Rebecca.
丽莎 去找史黛 然后进屋里去 Lisa, go and find Steph, find Steph and go inside.
你吓到她了 You are scaring her.
你说什么 What?
我吓到她了 I scare her?
孩子们老是得担心害怕 她们的妈妈随时会死 These kids live in constant fear that their mother is gonna die.
是我吓到她 And I scare her?!
你无须害怕 一切都没事了 You don't have to be scared, it will be alright.
要跟妈去兜兜风吗 等你爸冷静下来吧 Would you like to go for a drive until Daddy has calmed down a bit?
不要 走开 来 我们去吃冰淇淋 No, go away. Come, let's go buy ice cream.
你不是想去动物园吗 不 我想尿尿 You Wanna go to the zoo? No, I have to pee...
忍一下 先上车 你会很安全 Hold on to it, just get in. You'll be safe.
上车 史黛 上车 Come in, come in, come in Steph. Get in.
住手 Stop
你是怎么了 蕾贝卡 开门 What are you...? Rebecca, open the door.
蕾贝卡 开门 把门打开 Rebecca, stop this, open the door.
别这样做 Don't do this.
拜托开门 史黛 开门 Please open the door. Steph, open the door.
你拜托看看她们 开门 拜托你 Please look at them, open the door, for God's sake!
快开门 Open the door.
谢了 Thanks.
我很担心你 I worry about you.
贝卡 其实你真的是个好母亲 Becca, you are a really, really good mother.
哈罗 Hello?
嗨 妈 Hi Mum.
丽莎 进去吧 Let's go inside, Lisa.
丽莎 Lisa?
史黛 我可以跟你聊一下吗 Steph? Can I have a word with you?
很重要的 It's important.
拜托 Please.
我爱你 我再次为发生的事道歉 I love you and again I'm sorry for happened,
是我犯了大错 I made a big mistake.
好 OK.
就这样 不 Is that it? No.
有一天当你长大 你会了解自己的本质… Someday when you have grown up and you've found out who you are...
会发现自己有多么无能为力 you will understand that there are some things you can do nothing about.
对那些存在你心底的呐喊 Things you have inside you.
我的人生从那里萌芽 却无法将之彻底抛开… I started something out there that I cannot walk away from.
但我还是得找个方法解决 I have to find a way to finish it.
何时才能解决 When will it be finished?
我对我们的生活 造成很大的混乱 I've made a big mess of our lives.
但我希望有一天 你能原谅我 I hope one day, you'll be able to forgive me.
如果当时你真的死了 会比较简单 It would actually be easier if you were dead.
这样我们就会一起哀伤 Then we could all just be sad together.
所有问题也都解决了 Once and for all.
史黛… Steph...
嗨 贝卡 我是洁西卡 Hey, Becca, it's Jessica.
我们这里状况有些改变 There has been a lot of change here.
正重新考虑要发表你的照片 We are reconsidering publishing your photos.
但我们需要更多照片来说故事 But we need more pictures of their activity to tell the story.
那组织目前正面临崩溃边缘… The group is on the verge of breaking up.
急需你在事件发生前回去一趟 So we need you to go back out there before it's too late.
你觉得呢 What do you say?
下一位 Next, please.
女士 Madam.
哈罗 请问您要去哪 Hello, where too?
伊斯坦堡和喀布尔 Istanbul and Kabul.
好的 Okey
妈 我很抱歉 Mum, I'm sorry.
我绝非那个意思 I'm not mean that.
此刻你人在哪 Where are you?
你能来参加吗 Are you coming?
谢谢各位今天出席 我想这会是一个很棒的夜晚 Thank you for coming. I think We are going to have a great evening.
德巴报告了足球 即使在贫穷国度 Drogba shows that through football everyone can go a long way.
依然能历久弥坚 谢谢 Even though they come from a poor country. Thank you.
接下来史黛将告诉我们 她在非洲之旅的所见所闻 And now Steph is going to give a presentation about a trip she made.
谢谢 Thank you.
(肯亚之旅)
前阵子我跟我妈 参观了一个肯亚难民营 I recently visited a camp in Kenya with my mother.
她是一名战地摄影师 She's a photographer.
总出入一些问题丛生的地区 She goes to places where there are problems.
一些世人通常不会在意的地方 Places that the rest of the world doesn't really care about.
她就去那里拍照 She goes there to take pictures.
我跟她去了位于苏丹边境的肯亚难民营 I went with her to this refugee camp in Kenya, on the border of Sudan.
有很多人在那生活着 People live in this place.
每月甚至还以五千人数爆增中 Five thousand more arrive every month.
而他们绝大数都是孤儿 Many of them are orphan children.
一开始我会觉得去那里 拍人家照片很怪 At the start I thought it was odd to go to people and take pictures of them...
特别是他们际遇如此哀伤 especially when they were sad.
但后来我理解到 But then I understood.
他们渴望被拍 They wanted it.
而且不论你拍多少张 都还不够 But no matter how many pictures you take, it's not enough.
并且需要有人不停地接下去拍 Someone has to keep taking more.
而那个人正好就是我的母亲 That someone happens to be my mum.
我们在那里发生了争执 When we were there, there was a fight.
妈在确保我平安后 自己却冒着生命危险去拍照 Mum got me to safety, and then she risked her own life to take this photo.
当我想到那些 天天生活在惊恐中的孩子们 I think about the kids who go through this every day.
他们显然比我更需要她 They need her more than I do.
谢谢 Thank you.
你可以开门吗 Can you open the door?
你有带礼物给我吗 没 我没有出差啊 Have you brought presents? No, I haven't been away working.
那你去哪儿了 我独处了一阵子 Where have you been, then? I have been by myself a bit.
那是什么感觉 What was that like?
我感到…很孤单 It felt lonely.
睡觉的时间到了 I think it's time to go to sleep.
你今晚睡这吗 不 应该不会 Are you going to sleep here tonight? No, I don't think so.
你永远都是我的妈咪 是的 永远都是 You will always be my mummy. Yes. Always.
你跟爸爸在一起 好吗 You stay with Dad. Ok?
我很快就会回来 来找你跟史黛 I'll come and see you very soon, spend time with you and Steph.
晚安 晚安 Night. Good night.
你只是回来 说再见的吗 Did you come back, just to say goodbye?
是的 Yes.
你还害怕吗 Are you scared?
是的 Yes.
但没关系 But that's OK.
丽莎说我们有 全世界最勇敢的妈妈 Lisa says we have the bravest mum in the whole world.
因为你敢去海里游泳 Because you go swimming in the ocean all year.
我爱你 I love you.
保重 Be well.
晚安 Good night.
这里真不错 It's nice here.
是啊 很不赖 Yeah, it's nice.
旅途小心 好吗 Be careful, alright?
你们必须停止这事 去阻止 You have to stop this. Stop it!
献给我的孩子们